when everything seems to not matter anymore

it's the right time to let go

when all that has happen seemed to be nothing but memories

it's the right time to move on

when all is well and done

it is time to leave

but

there's that someone

that makes things just a lil hard

that one person

that makes leaving hard

deep inside it hurts

like a cut from a rose

to put on a smile

is all that can be done

peace fills the mind
a good year it was

today be the day of Rocko's
wish i could give u much more

everyone has rainy days

some are lucky to have people with them

most people exist, very few people live

we live

in a world where everyone contradicts themselves

in a world that the truth you say now is nothing but words after a minute

in a world where people are just plain ignorant and snubs

in a world where there is no value or substance in promises

most of the time,

we die

before amends can be made

not knowing the truth

with fear and regret

no knowing the true meaning of life

and existence..

Get up,

for the shackles that binds you have been released

Run

Run like the wind

Feel the sun with a free mind

Breathe the burdenless air

Look back for a moment

Take a sigh of relief

But regret not

For today be the day

that you run as far as your eyes can see

No longer a binded Guardian

but a Free Spirit

let's just say you're stuck in a desk job

what next?

You stay stuck?

or you try to break free?

what if you love desk jobs?

you stay in your comfort zone?

or you venture out to try sometime 'unsafe'?

butterfilogy..

"butterfly---> flower ---> garden ---> big bad world
new butterfly --> lost -->"

remind it

earth cries out
some heed the call
the rest ignores
to what extend will humans continue to search for wealth
by destroying the very treasure that we already own
how long can the guardians stand
how long before they themselves fall
do you not hear the cries of the forest
do you not feel the sadness that surrounds you

ever had the wind blow thru your hair with ur eyes close? listening to the wind of what news it brings from wherever it came from. the clamness it brings..
then ur floating..

next stop.. cliff diving..

Relations (Apollo had to break 'em)
Creation (It's a gift, a blessing)
Incarceration (What keeps you down)
Determination (What gets you out)
Equation (When they said you could make it)
Humiliation (What you feel when they say it)
Reincarnation (N-A-V)
Situation (Why we've got to sing)
Elation (So many in need)
Identification (Gives you the right to shoot)
Retaliation (What would it do)
Education (Gives you the right to do)
Inspiration (What pulls you through)
No substitution (No substitute)
Non-inclusion (Just got to bust through)
Drug infusion (For the chosen few)
Mass confusion (When they say that they died for you)
Delusion (Say that the dreams don't come true)
Solution (It can take a hold of you)
Conclusion
Inspiration (Is what pulls you through)

You don't even have to wait

jump
jump
jump
jump
jump
jumpstyle!!

and after all these time,
after all the hopefuls,
you realize
that you're only the substitute

after so long.. it still hurts..
always the unsung hero .

When I had you
I treated you bad and wrong my dear
And since, since you been away

Don't you know I sit around
With my head hanging down
And I wonder who's lovin' you

I should have never, ever
ever made you cry
And and girl since yer since you been gone

Don't you know I sit around
With my head hanging down
And I wonder who's lovin' you

Life with out love, huh...
It's oh so lonely
I don't think, I don't think! I'm gonna make it

All my life, all my life baby yeah I've been lost to you only
Come on & take it girl
Come on & take it, because....
All, all I can do, all I can do since you've been gone is cry
And don't you ever wonder or worry your head bout what i do

Don't you know I sit around
With my head hanging down
And I wonder who's lovin' you

-Michael Jackson-

so here comes the news with no light,
the news that hold not happy thoughts,
the type of news that will bring anyone down no matter whether it concerns you or not,
it's the type that blows up every single time it's announced...
well
here comes the day after it,
the day that seem darker,
the day that feels so awful,
the day where you hate everything you think about,
then
light sheds from the clouds,
1 minute of silence is all that's needed
pick yourself up and start walking
no, not walk, run
run
run as fast
run as hard
run lightly
run heavily
run freely

A MAN OF WORDS AND NOT OF DEEDS

A man of words and not of deeds
Is like a garden full of weeds
And when the weeds begin to grow
It's like a garden full of snow
And when the snow begins to fall
It's like a bird upon the wall
And when the bird away does fly
It's like an eagle in the sky
And when the sky begins to roar
It's like a lion at the door
And when the door begins to crack
It's like a stick across your back
And when your back begins to smart
It's like a penknife in your heart
And when your heart begins to bleed
You're dead, and dead, and dead indeed.

Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate.
Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure.
It is our light, not our darkness, that most frightens us.
Your playing small does not serve the world.
There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you.
We are all meant to shine as children do.
It's not just in some of us; it is in everyone.
And as we let our own lights shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same.
As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.

Marianne Williams

There's a place i go in my head sometimes
Its cool and dim in there
And you float like a cloud
Now, you are a cloud
The kind you see in the sky on a windy day
You don't have to think about anything
You're nothing
You're nobody

-Max Kane

A dog has no use for fancy cars or big homes or designer clothes.
A waterlogged stick will do just fine.
A dog didn't care if you are rich or poor, clever or dull, smart or dumb.
Give him your heart and he will give you his.
How many people can you say that about?
How many people can make you feel rare and pure and special?
How many people can make you feel extraordinary?
-John Grogan-

Let me tell you something you already know. The world ain't all sunshine and rainbows. It is a very mean and nasty place and it will beat you to your knees and keep you there permanently if you let it. You, me, or nobody is gonna hit as hard as life. But it ain't how hard you hit; it's about how hard you can get hit, and keep moving forward. How much you can take, and keep moving forward. That's how winning is done. Now, if you know what you're worth, then go out and get what you're worth. But you gotta be willing to take the hit, and not pointing fingers saying you ain't where you are because of him, or her, or anybody. Cowards do that and that ain't you. You're better than that! - Rocky Balboa

Well good morning, good evening or good afternoon
Wherever you are and whatever you do
A lot of things happening in the world today
Most of them far beyond our control you might say
Perhaps its time we took a pause
And thought about life
And thought about the laws of gravity
And sexuality and humanity
Don't touch that dial
Just try and hear me out for a while

Break prime time with surprise and lies
You're signed and sealed
With what you see with anybody else's eyes
You're talking the talk
But you ain't walking the walk man
One mike, one camera
And you become an educator
Can I trust you with my own
Give me time to believe
Those with too much power they fall down in history
Yea you might have us hanging onto your every breath
So be responsible
Learn to preserve, protect and respect
Not to destroy
Not to deplore
The angles of truth are so much harder to explore
And living your life is about waiting for the next test
So live for the moment
Cos it never turns out like you expect

~evening news -Lo

lets go back..
back where we belong..

Kids...

an informal version of children.. (or a young goat)
the monster you have back home..
the cute lil person u see across the streets..
the prove of the continuation of the survival of the human race..

first thing a kid does right after coming outta the mother is yell its heart out to announce the arrival of a new creation, something alive, the most beautiful sound any one has heard..
after a couple of months it turns to the most irritating, most annoying, most hated sound that anyone could ever hear..

and then come the years after that when they grow up to creatures that can manipulate a sound adult into doing weird butt ugly faces and making weird sounds jus for their amusement.. the same dreadful yell is used to obtain certain objectives or things or simply jus turn the whole situation into their favor..

primary school comes and then teenage puberty hits during highschool.. fending off other raging hormonal teenagers from your kid while trying all your best to protect your kid.. resulting in hatred towards you and fights and chaos and lastly silence...

in every cloud there's a silver lining.. out of all those chaos, there is jus this one time when ur kid actually put a smile on ur face.. the smile that wiped off every single hate, every single disastrous moment that happened before all fade away, in that moment you jus want to hold em so tight and jus absorb the moment enjoy every lil piece of heaven you could..

make every moment memorable, enjoy it, place it in a special memory.. Soon, they'd grow up and leave..

We worry about what a child will become tomorrow, yet we forget that he is someone today. ~Stacia Tauscher

"To live is the rarest thing in the world. Most people exist, that is all." Oscar Wilde

Define life..
Life.. the condition that distinguishes organisms from inorganic objects and dead organisms, being manifested by growth through metabolism, reproduction, and the power of adaptation to environment through changes originating internally..
Life.. the general or universal condition of human existence

what does life mean? or who does life mean?
alarm rings, wake up wash up, get to school or work, lunch, continue with activity, return home, dinner, rest relax or leisure, sleep...cycle continues..
or
alarm rings, open your eyes, spend 10 minutes and think of the possibilities that you could do during the day, follow a routine or make up something new, go do what is decided, feel happy, sad, angry, excited bout the fact that today you did something different, made an impact on someone or even yourself.
Define life..
to live the day as though it is the last day of your life? too little time to do everything?
to go by the day trying to save the world, save the earth?
or simply make just one person's day worth living for..
do we live life or just exist in life